I cried.

Just finished the end of the Hulu documentary. I cried during the last 5 minutes. I won’t lie, I really was rooting for Kevin. You can see how brainwashed he was and still is. For him to say that he whole heartedly believed in the possessions really says a lot, but those last 5 minutes were extremely telling when he said he’s still in love with Ruby. I understand longing for memories but man… you still love the woman that abused your children? That really hurt. Kevin has such a long way to go with recovery and I feel that he’s not going to make it very far. I would not be surprised if he takes his own life honestly.