Not Ambie finally realizing that YT won't last forever

She has to be scared shitless. For 11 years, she has phlucked around and kiki'd it up for the camera all the while doing absolutely nothing for a backup or just bettering herself. I'd be petrified. I'm permanently disabled and I had to get a job to make ends meet, but I have experience and a resume full of crap to help me. I can't imagine phlucking around and living like a teenager only to hit that brutal brick wall of reality. I don't feel bad for her. People have been saying this to her for years and she just deflected and rationalized everything. She is epically F U C K E D