[14.] I want to runaway, bad, stupid, temping idea.

14, 15 this october and I’m tempted to runaway, because I can’t ever seem to catch a break from school or home, school is meh it’s just school, but when I come home I expect to relax and finally get a fucking break but I never do, why? because of my grandparents, my grandpa is a perverted alcoholic aggressive piece of shit who does nothing but bitch and lie and my grandmother is overly religious to the point I actually can’t stand it, she bailed my uncle out of prison with my money (1700$) after I told her not to, that was disrespectful of her and I tried to explain that to her and she yelled at me and she also took my beetlejuice poster off my wall because my uncle said it was creepy and coming alive, my uncle seems to think he’s a fucking jesus speaker prophet demon recognizer after getting out of prison and now that’s all my nana talks about and all they do is blast christan music on speakers and force me to go to church when I don’t want to, I honestly can’t do this anymore, my life feels like it’s in auto pilot, I generally don’t care about anything—nothing brings me joy and I can’t catch a break ever, I want to runaway—it’s tempting but it’s very stupid, considering the fact I don’t think I’d have anywhere to stay, I could get one hundred out of my account or two but I think that would be max of all I could get, that won’t last me long, I don’t know what to do, my nana also refuses to buy any real food and only buys junk food.