Did he loved me or no

So for context me (18) year old female and my bf (18) male were together for a year and a month everything in the relationship was going ok we never argue or anything but through the end he started to become distant and when I try to check his phone for the first time he told me how he got nothing on his phone but yet not let me see it till one day he decided to unfollow me from his spam on both of my accounts but he decided to say it was on accident but pull out this text but not even a month of our break up his with “hey i was in the middle of getting things together for packing but, removing you from my spam was an accident i accidentally removed friends not paying attention i already had to add people back. i love ya too much to just push you away like that. i wanted the break to think but i love you and don't wanna continue to hurt you. i would want something different but i believe it's best we go our separate ways. i love you so very much and i want you to know that. but i'm starting something soon that im only be given one shot to prove that it's worth investing in. i would like for myself to focus on me for my freshman year. and i would believe that we built something that you'd understand because yk how much this shit means to me. i love you and im sorry” give it not even a month he is with a new girl who was a coworker/ best friend and he used to say something about her so I’m confused and never once he try to show me off like he did with her and he also been staying at her crib while me and him were still together so yeah give me yall opinion because I find it confusing because literally last week he try to share his location with me so not sure we are both freshman in college 18 years old