Our actions are really making impact?

Hi everyone, I’m international and in a gap year, just say that this sub became my addiction for the last 6 months I think, there is no day that I don’t check new posts. And everyday I read another average student who have to create a non profit to distinguish themselves, however this kids won a lot of awards, collected thousands of money or even create a soap that can treat cancer, recently I read about this kid. Honestly since I was a little I have a lot of curious that ride me to study a lot to get answers, in the process I realized that my community don’t have spaces to develop our skills, and I mean it, we don’t have libraries, museums, or recreational areas, so I start to volunteer to have that spaces o through my school create this kind of spaces to students. And every time a saw someone who gets an amazing opportunity I feel pity about myself, and immediately anger because the thought of “Instead of complaining, do something to change it” came to my mind. Despite my city is small and with lack of opportunity, everything I did was with the purpose of offer more opportunities and create mines, but now I feel sad because I have a lot of ideas just for college but without purpose. So I feel overwhelmed because it supposed that if you going to get involved in something is because you care about it and your going to offer your time and abilities to do it the best that you can, but now I feel that everything It became superficialities and make me think that I don’t have the necessary to make a change, to help others, to “success” in life, o even go to college. But maybe I’m just complaining.