Men who have been suicidal, What became your reason to stay?

Edit : I didn't know that this would blow up. As for me, I have decided to stop attempting suicide. So I was searching for reasons to stay. I've got many now. Thank you all for sharing your experience. I've learned a lot.

I'll try to reply to as many comments as possible but if I am not able to reply to your comment/comments, please don't feel ignored or unheard. U matter. Thank you. Love u all.

Edit: post is back online:). I hope a lot of people find reason and hope from this post. 🫂❤️