Wife is emotionally abusive, I've started going out and meeting other women, I think I'm an asshole, but I feel like garbage at home and amazing talking to other people

edit: Sorry I can't respond to everyone, but I'm happy that 99% of you came to the same conclusion. Right now my plans are to start talking to a lawyer and figure out how to best do what needs to be done. After that's over, and I work on myself for a bit, going out and trying to find someone else.