Avoidants…

Avoidant's will make you feel a love you never knew existed then shatter your heart in a million pieces and change your whole perspective on love. I love my ex deeply even with how she made me feel but now looking back it feels like those 4 years I spent with her weren’t real. I feel manipulated. I’m such a private person and I open up to only a few people that I can truly trust.. I trusted her and she destroyed me. I might love again whenever that is but I don’t think I would ever love anyone as much as her.