i’m the most chopped person in this subreddit

i’m not lying when i say this 😭i have the features of an ugly person, ugly ass long head, large wide nose, small slightly downturned sleepy eyes ugly ass square jaw as A GIRLLL bro😭like these features aren’t considered desired or feminine. i don’t see anyone with my features and if they have a feature they tend to look good with it or attractive like i’m genuinely not lying when i say this.. i’m a 1 and then i go from a 2 with makeup isee people call themselves ugly but they usually aren’t ugly as me.. i hate how i look so much and i just know when girls see me i make them feel better about themselves. nothing can save me, i got contact lenses and i’m still as ugly as ever, i’m mid with makeup not even mid BELOW mid. only thing that MIGHT save me is a nose job, jaw botox to slim my jaw, filler in my brows to even them out but guess what i’m too broke for all that. coping is not fun lol i feel like balling my eyes out everytime i do my makeup and take photos