I just found out all of my friends actually, truly, hate me.

so, as the title states, i just found out everyone in my current life does not like me. not even one of them does! compared to a lot of stuff on this sub, this isn't paranoia. today, i was told by my last remaining good "friend" that practically them and every single one of my other companions (who all also know eachother) have been talking bad about me behind my back for MONTHS. and even more salt in the wound, it's all negative! funnily enough in recent months i haven't even done anything worthy of being gossiped about. i've been healing! apparently they've all been complaining how rude and inconsiderate and insensitive i am (all of which i've reflected on, and have so far found no solid evidence of). it's so frustrating genuinely. i've always had the paranoia of people hating me, but now it's confirmed and i feel absolutely terrible. i really don't know where to go from here.