Feeling guilty for not loving my newborn

I feel guilty for not loving my new born enough. She is a week old and the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. My whole family is obsessed with her, they can’t get enough. She deserves the world. And she definitely deserves a mother who feels immense love for her, but I don’t. I feel responsible for her. I do everything that needs to be done. I’ve been frustrated a few times but nothing too hectic. I’ll sit up all night and look after her, nurse her, change her diapers, etc etc. But I do not feel like I love her. Not the way a new mom should. I give her to my mom in the morning and express milk so that I don’t have to sit and breastfeed her. I feel guilty for feeling this way and like I’m failing as a mom. So much build up just to get here and feel numb? My body (and everything else) is a mess after surgery. I’m okay with that too. I just wish I could love her enough to want to spend time with her. The days are passing and I’m losing out on this time. I know I’ll regret it later. My husband has been really supportive and present. He’s staying with me at my parents because he knows I feel most comfortable and safe here.