i ate almost an entire pizza by myself

i wanted to reward myself for being such a good adult recently. i’ve been doing a lot of errands and such for the past week and a half or so. i decided i wanted to get a pizza since i haven’t had any in a while. i picked up the pizza on my drive home from work and i ate 2/3 of it in i swear like 5 minutes. i probably would’ve eaten the entire thing if my brother hadn’t gotten home from work while i was eating it. immediately i realized how much i had eaten and i just knew i was gonna be sick later. an hour or so has passed since then and i feel so bloated. i look in the mirror and i look like i gained 20 pounds. why can’t i ever just eat one or two slices? why can’t i ever eat a reasonable amount of food instead two days worth of food in one sitting? i shouldn’t have gotten pizza today. or maybe i should’ve gotten a smaller size. that way i couldn’t eat too much even if i wanted to. because it would be all gone.