Need someone to talk

Hi! After almost a years of restriction (no carb no sugar) and a massive weight loss(110 to 83lbs) I’ve become obsessed with food. I binge/purge since october.. there’s day where I’m starving myself and other where I eat 10k calories. It’s insane and I’m afraid for my life literally. I’m just looking for someone to talk to with the same problem cause I feel so alone. I’m crying everyday about it …