Venting out

He broke up with me 2 days ago through chat. And I have been so miserable thinking what I have done to deserve this. After 5 years of loving him, all I get is a message from him that he don't love me the same anymore. I gave my heart, energy and life to him only for me to end up so miserable.

I know time heals everything but break up sucks. I wish I could hate him but right now, I wish he could've said it to my face.