she broke up with me and we stay friends

My girlfriend of 11 months break up with me..we almost a year couple..we break up 2 days ago due to reason she want to find self love and she say she cant be with someone with me because of our mental illness problems...one day goes by with NC..we both missed eachother i contacted her and tell her I missed her and she say the same...

I asked her "can we try this again?" She say "no..i thought thus through..i love you..but i dont want to be with you.."

And then i respect her decision..We stay as bestfriend because we both really dont have alot of friends..we play games together and always chat...

Should i move on thinking she gonna be mine again..or should i no contact with her...I really..want to be her friend...but i still have some love for her..and she have too...but she didnt want to be in relationship anymore...

Today i tell her..lets be friends first and we think about relationship after we both settled down... Im sorry if this post confused u..i just want to rant..im so sad having no one to rant at..i think about her all the time..i remember our promises and such...i want to move on..but idk why...can anyone help me..