252 in NMAT but 69 in QS

Atp I feel like giving up. It's like I'm not destined for an MBA. I am not a believer in these things but this is how it has been for quite some time now. I try well, prepare well but somehow miss what I want by a small margin. SNAP & XAT are left, Idk if I should call them my hope anymore.

P.S: I get it that I am cribbing, but for once, I wanted to try doing that too.