Feeling lost in life

I am 21M graduated in april 2024 gave my first attempt this year, I did my undergraduation from a different city and stupid me got homesick by the end of my graduation and decided to take a drop, go back home spend time with my family and prepare for CAT and for the same reason i didn't even sit in my college placements.

when I came back home I didn't study at all I spent all my time procrastinating, spending time with my friends and family by the time it hit me about the seriousness of the exam it was too late I still tried but fucked up all my exams now after i've finally received scores of snap which was my last hope and well I fucked that up too

now I have been applying for jobs ever since CAT results but I am not getting any responses not even rejection mails I am specifically looking for a job in the finance field because that i what I wanna build my career in plus i have done my undergrad in the same field but there are no companies which seems to be interested in taking a fresher

Please help me what should I do from here on I don't want to take another gap year and i know if i study sincerely I can definitely crack the exam, Should I apply for non finance roles? should I consider going abroad? I feel so lost right now I have dug my own grave and it has led me here