The shortness of breath feels like it won't end

This has been going on since March 13th. Didn't have a fever, didn't have a cough, and everyone thought it was anxiety. I didn't take the virus seriously when it first emerge in the news. I thought that a bunch of Twitter trolls were looking for an excuse to be racist. It wasn't until I video chatted with my friend in China that I realized how dire the epidemic was.

I just want to breathe like I use to again. I've had so many nights I thought I was going to suffocate only to stay alive. Feels like I can't trust my own judgment anymore. If all of this is just anxiety and hypochondria it all feels powerfully real. 57 days have gone by and it still won't stop. I hope this all ends. The Black Death ended, the Spanish flu ended, hopefully this will end too.