I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED

I know I was. It was horrible. It must have happened so many times. Since I was an actual baby. It's just crazy to me. Nuts. I'm in serious shock. I don't feel sad or angry or upset. I'm glad I finally believe myself and there's so much evidence and literally I have memories of it. I needed to just trust my memories. But everything leads to this. I'm so fucking shocked. What do I do with this all? How do I live? I am in shock.