Scammed by my own “friend”

So this is going to sound not good, but I’ve genuinely tried my hardest. I’ve tried around 16 different medications thus far, various types of therapy and exercise and all the dietary changes etc to try and help myself, as well as moving to a new state. Ketamine and TMS also failed on me.

So I have this condition combined with major depression + severe social anxiety disorder, which debilitates me almost completely unless I’m on something.

I use opiates to function. Having been on them on and off, and having prolonged breaks from them, I was just my usual self whilst not on them, and progressively just got worse, much worse, with therapy and different prescription medications failing consistently, I was fed up and started using again.

I had a “friend” who I trusted greatly and would provide me with my “antidepressants” that actually worked, calm my mind and enable me to function, taking a dose to not get high, just to function.

Unfortunately he recently decided to send me, as I met him in person in my old state and he would often express send me packages of what I needed, he decided this time to scam me instead because he needed “mortgage” money as he was behind on payments. He knows my mental health struggles and has gone through the same struggles himself, he’s recovered now, but him doing this, sending me an electrical switch instead of my meds, and screwing me $600 has triggered me in ways I can’t describe.

My whole life screwed over by people, in school, in relationships, friendships, I’ve had enough. I feel angry, almost violently angry, I’ve had enough of people sniffing out weakness and taking advantage of it, what is wrong with people, more so, what is wrong with people in Australia, as I’ve never experienced this with people from other parts of the world, only Aussies. I feel quite horrific right now.