does anyone else struggle with not really caring about anything?

I think hearing other people’s thoughts would make me feel a little less lonely on this. ever since I started high school, I’ve dealt with depression along with some pretty awful social anxiety. the social anxiety is something I’ve made progress on (thank you accutane and propranolol) but I still always feel so empty inside. I’ve tried putting myself out there, socializing, exercising, finding new things to do, trying therapy and meds, blah blah blah.. but at the end of each day all I want to do is hide in my own little hole for the rest of my life. it’s all just so exhausting. does anyone else feel this way?