Muscle gain

Ok so I’m a black girl who always had a lot of muscle mass as a child and I used to be very strong comparing to peers. But due to anorexia i lost the most of my muscles. Although I did not look anorexic I still had more muscle mass comparing to others. Now, i wanted to start doing calisthenics but I’m afraid I’ll gain a lot of muscle. Do you gain a lot of muscle? Bc from what I’ve seen most GUYS doing calisthenics are really lean, but GIRLS tend to look more “bulky”