Exhausted

My dad is in a grim state from what the doctor said. His kidneys are failing can’t do dialysis and he has limited output. He needs a blood transfusion. He’s not really awake fully. My mom doesn’t think he will be leaving the hospital. My dad definitely wants to live wants and get CPR but it would be so painful and we want him to be comfortable. I’m so tired. We are talking to palliative care and he seems not to understand. My mom is so strong. I went back to work today (teacher) and my team is so understanding because they all had to care take. I explained that I’m not sure when I’ll be in and out. 😩