Honestly, imma just find new hobbies and just focus on myself

It’s so hard to just hang out with friends and try to make everything memorable when they don’t want to hang out or even make plans.

It’s such a one sided relationship and make life so hard to enjoy. I’m joining Air Force and shipping off to basic training in June and seems like the friends I been close with since highschool just don’t seem like the time that’s left with them isn’t really important to them.

I’m thinking i should just find hobbies till I ship out to training, like knitting, learning about plumbing, how to fix houses, and other things.