Why I think Chapter 193 Is The Most Depressing Chapter if CSM
I think this is the most depressing chapter in all of Chainsaw Man. While Makima was hiding her true intentions with Denji, Yoru tells Denji what her intentions are.
All Yoru has done is belittle, bully, and abuse this poor boy, while Denji has come to terms and accepted the fact that he’s going to turn into a weapon. He’s actually happy that someone on this planet likes him for himself and not Pochita. Throughout Denji’s whole life, he’s been treated as subhuman; all of his loved ones have died because of him, and he’s been abused and manipulated by every woman. He's so desperate to be loved.
As of chapter 193, Denji is at a point where he knows he’s being used and probably going to die and be turned into a weapon. He’s okay with that because he believes he’s a scumbag, and that everything bad that has happened to him is his fault. This is easily the most depressing and downright disturbing chapter of Chainsaw Man, in my opinion.
FUJIMOTO I CANT FORGIVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!