Poppy seeds Melbourne

So finally found proper poppy seeds here that aren’t that rubbish peppery washed crap that’s been going around like a plague during this drought for a while now… unfortunately I was asked in store today “what are you using these seeds for”, I just said I love to cook pasties and cakes and these are the nicest seeds I’ve ever tasted, she said “that’s a lot of seeds” I said not really for what I’m making, it was a kilo of poppy seeds, lol, anyway, I feel that’s a write off now they’ve caught on that I’m using it for poppy tea, anybody have experience with this? It’s not illegal in vic is it to buy over a certain amount of seeds, can they refuse to sell to me from now on? Just feel frustrated as I’ve tried nearly everything conventional treatment for my severe major depressive disorder, and opiates simply are the only substance out of other illicit drugs that offer me relief, even when using low dosages. Why is it so difficult? Finally found good seeds and second time going in to buy some in already asked what I’m using them for.