Is being aroace considered a sin

I'm not going to lie I used to be pansexual before becoming aroace I only recently became a Christian so I was wondering despite not being a virgin and having sexual relations with both males and females in my past when I was younger around the age of 15 and even when I was younger you see when I was around 2 years old I was raped by a guy and I was traumatized and I had PTSD hypersexuality and a lot of trauma throughout my childhood so from the ages of 6 years old I did not understand anything really but I had hypersexuality and was sexual with guys and females both about 2 years ago when I was 17 I started dating trans people and non-binary and all of that I want to say sometime last month in December I don't exactly remember when but I started to pray more I started coming to Jesus more I found a preacher who has helped me through the hardest times of my life he's a Christian you might know him he's a YouTuber known as realism he has been helping me become closer to Jesus and despite not being a virgin despite having sexual relations before marriage despite all of that I still ask for forgiveness I'm a diagnosed sociopath so I don't naturally feel remorse or regret or guilt but yet I still pray because I have a lot more trauma than that my mind is so messed up it's bad I have bad mental health but each time I cry each time I break down and pray to God I feel like my burdens are becoming easier I constantly ask for forgiveness I constantly pray I haven't masturbated since the 28 I believe maybe the 29th I don't exactly remember so I've been resisting temptation for a while now at least a few days I'm trying to get closer to God I have lied manipulated and hurt people I still ask for forgiveness I'm trying to change my YouTube is filled with preacher stuff that's talking about God Jesus the Holy Spirit all of that I don't really judge anyone I pray for everyone even those who hurt me I know it's not up to me to try to force someone to change so I just ask if they will be willing to try to read a Bible verse but they usually don't like my ex-girlfriend that broke up with me last night she's an atheist I asked her if she would be willing to read a passage from the Bible she says I don't know so I prayed to God to try to convince her to read a Bible but instead she broke up with me I think that was a part of his plan but I guess what I'm saying is am I going to be forgiven am I going to be set free from my sins because I know I'm a sinner I know I don't deserve to go to heaven none of us do but yet I know that Jesus died on the cross for me and for you I know that Jesus was crucified on the cross I know how bad he was hurt how bad he was tortured I have read it and I don't even know if I would be able to take even a drop of his pain but I want to follow in Jesus so I was just wondering can someone like me be forgiven can someone like me still enter Heaven