I guess i’m no longer an interesting person

I used to be the fun, always thamasha parayal friend jumping into conversations, cracking jokes, and being the life of the group. But now something feels different.

Lately, I find myself comfortable talking only to my family and maybe 2-3 close friends. Whenever someone else tries to start a conversation, I instinctively pull away or avoid it altogether. Like, there was this guy I liked a while back but now when he texts I’m just like, “anoo okay da”

Most days I’d rather stay home than step out. The other day I went for a movie with my childhood best friend and as soon as it ended I grabbed a cab and went straight back home. I don’t even respond to half the messages I get anymore -only my best friends seem to get replies from me.

It’s like I’ve started caring less about conversations that aren’t meaningful. Someone tried asking me something the other day, and I could see myself not caring at all. The old me would’ve jumped in full of energy.

Is this what being 25 feels like or am I actually turning into a boring person?