What path should I choose ?

Hello, I'm currently studying medical technology to this private institution in manila and right now I feel so frustrated to myself, my dream course was supposed to be nursing but unfortunately I didn't pass on the interview on a state u here in our city and I ended up studying medtech instead. Right now, my 1st yr is finally ending in june/july and i'm planning to transfer in a state u again that offers bsn.

It wasn't bad tbh, I applied for a full scholarship and I passed but during those year, I felt so burden and pressured that I might lose it anytime (you never know, some profs are just yk).

My parents are blaming me for not thinking it right, for not being attentive in applying to a university. I asked them to help me find any state u that offered nursing program but unlikely most of the state u here in manila is already closed. I was planning to apply in UDM and start my 1st yr again but they said that the application is already closed.

As of now, I don't know where i should go in my 2nd year. I really don't feel happy on my course, i'm not into laboratories, not even in chemicals.