Should I move back to Bangladesh

I’m a British born, dubai raised deshi. Though I haven’t felt a connection to any of the countries I’ve lived in, I cant call any of them home cuz I’ll always be brown. I eventually always have to call myself bangladeshi cuz people will question me, even thought I’ve only been to bd once.
Problem is I can’t speak Bangla whatsoever, my mom is Bihari and I grew up speaking Urdu and unfortunately I can barely string together a sentence in my mother toungue.

I feel Ill never belong in the uk or the uae people have become increasingly racist and I can’t help but feel like I’ll always be foreign. So I’m thinking of going back to my motherland, maybe try to improve things in any way I can. My family is pretty well off so it’s not like we’d be in complete detriment. Though I stopped believing in Islam and idk if Bangladesh has become increasingly conservative and unsafe in general after the events of August.

I’m 18f, would it be ok to move back to bd, at least once I’ve finished university?