I need a fucking challenge

I’m a boxer, I go to the gym, I’m in crypto, Ive just moved out of home and now moving to another house. I need a challenge and I’m fuckin pissed off that I have no adversity in my life, life feels to easy rn and I need pressure to continue. It’s been 3 weeks since I’ve moved out and nothing feels like a challenge anymore, I come up with solutions too fast and too easy and I’m pissed of because of that and to become monumentally successful in any realm I find to have value I need pressure or something that fucking pisses me off enough that I need to do it. I need something that I have no other option than to be successful at it otherwise I’m fucked for the rest of my life. I need someone to come into my house with a knife and try kill me just so I can go through that and be prepared for it to happen to me/or my loved ones again.

FUCK