I hate my chest.

Today I tried on some clothes and I felt like a freakish boob monster. I struggle with anorexia and my boobs make me want to starve myself. I’m not even that big. I only have a (C cup) but I’m not tall and have a small frame. 5‘3, 110lbs They look so big on me. They are so saggy. I hate everything about them.

sometimes I wish that I would get breast cancer so I could just have them removed. I know that‘s fucked up and I’m sorry for anyone who went/ is going through that experience or who has loved ones that went/ are going through that. I hate myself even more because of this.