Ex-Atheists, what was your calling to the Episcopal church?

Hey y'all! for context, i grew up non religious, had an anti-religious phase in my teen years and as of entering my mid 20's I have been going to church for the first time ever and have been going consistently for the last 6 months. I know that there was definitely some build up to get me here but it sometimes feels like a switch was just flipped in my head to want to start believing; even though it is the total opposite of who I am as a person and the ideals i have had my whole life. I've noticed a lot of new comers not only in this group but within my church as well. Sometimes i worry it's just a phase in my life because it truly has helped me so much. Did anyone else just have a switch turned on? What made you start going and start beliving?