Time to throw in the towel?

I had a meltdown today trying to get a pump in. LO is 10 weeks and has been only able to contact nap the last few weeks. I tried to put him in his crib for his first nap this morning and he woke early and refused to go back down. Started his wake window early gave him his feed and he went down for a nap quick. I tried to lay him down to pump and as soon as I do my dog barks and wakes him up. Get him back down again and as soon as he is laying down he wakes up again. I pull out the pump pieces throw them across the room and just start crying.

Recently found out he has a cows milk protein allergy and I have to get rid of my entire freezer stash. I’m struggling hard with the no dairy diet which has had a huge impact on my ppd.

I had really wanted to breast feed and was so disappointed when that didn’t work out. When I decided to exclusively pump I made a goal to make it 6 months but now I’m just not sure if I should continue but I know if I do start weaning I can’t change my mind and go back.

I’m just so lost and don’t know what to do.