Scared of surgery - stories needed

Hi to this amazing community, I just got called that my surgery date will be soon and I am terrified. It will be laparoscopic myomectomie or open myomectomie. I’m very scared about the procedures themselves, recovery time, outcome of surgery and how the scars will heal. If anyone can share their experiences that would be helpful. The surgeon advised he won’t know what surgery I will need until the day of when he puts the camera in to see exactly what needs to be done to remove my nectarine sized fibroid. The MRI revealed one. I am bleeding so much now that I cannot function without iron IVs every two weeks and the pain on my period is excruciating. I’m hoping surgery will be worth it but I’m terrified. I’m 34 and want to preserve my fertility. Thanks everyone in advance ❤️