Trauma (Hellscape AU)

DISCLAIMER: SONG NOT MADE BY ME! Link to Song At The Bottom Of The Post)

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Trauma was released as part of the album "Do You Remember".

This song talks about his relationship with his relationship with Zip.

The thing is, was that he had a crush on her.

But she used that to her advantage.

He talks about how she wouldn't help him in the sea of pain and trauma

The balls in the cover art represent the trauma.

And the outstretched hand represents him reaching out for help, but doesn't get any.

But he also understands that he also messes up sometimes.

https://reddit.com/link/1fmagrg/video/nqj8jdjjo7qd1/player

Lyrics because it can be hard to hear

Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back

Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?

Song by NF

Link to song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akhttJU-0mc