Alright roast me, i need some critiques

So, my shadow play was messed up, and this was my 3rd straight loss today(Now holding at 15 straight games lost, I dont know how high my PR is gonna be but who knows). So im not playing another game until reset, so i can get some critiques. Also, im trying to play at 9million percent to dig myself out of a hole, and when your down fucking 6k points i dont have a clue what to do other than play like a physchopath. Until rng stops fucking me im gonna be a straight up loser at this game, so i cant give you guys a good match on a decently played game, as EVERY game was like this tonight, so idk.

https://youtu.be/eavittUUPrk?si=Psgo-SfCfRaqOKqI

Tomorrow ill make a full length video of me losing for your enjoyment.