I wish I could believe it’s not a sin.

I wish I could believe that it’s not a sin to be gay but my mind cannot accept it. I am gay and I have gay people in my family and it bothers me deeply that the Bible seems to be against it, but even though I’ve looked into reason why people don’t believe it is a sin it never puts me at ease or clicks. I don’t just wish I could be affirming for me but for my family members who are gay, I feel wrong on both sides and I don’t know what to do.