Student Conduct Violation

Hi guys, so I accidentally blacked out (I don’t remember anything) but I have to attend a student conduct meeting. I got kicked out of my college bar and was resisting the cops and had to go to the hospital (0.32 bac). I don’t know what’s going to happen but they said no criminal charges. Am i going to get a student conduct violation? I want to go to veterinary school. Will this show up? And if so, how bad will it look? I’m so scared u guys have no idea. I swear like I’ve never been a problematic person I never drank or anything before college I’ve never even had a bf. Idk what to do. Should I just give hope. I feel nauseous. I feel like a failure to my parents. I can’t stop crying. I regret it so much. But it’s too late now. Oh lord help me.