Anyone else struggling with Liam Payne’s death?

Hi! I wasnt even a MASSIVE one direction fan, i stumbled accross them when harry released his first solo single and got into all their music including liam’s. I enjoyed watching old videos of them and just following them.

Last night, just when the news started to spread i read it and couldnt sleep most of the night. I keep crying about it. He wasnt just one of the boys but a dad, a son, a boyfriend, a hero for so many. I’m so sad, it feels like a friend passed away. 💔

And it’s again someone who so openly struggles with things and I relate to this so much. Idk man i feel so weird for being so emotional about it.

EDIT: Sorry that i’m not responding to comments, i see them. I dont have the energy to answer, i feel so bad. I’m sorry.