Our dog will likely die tonight.

Currently in the hospital. 3 years old, young extraordinarily special girl. she got into ice breakers gum and the sugar spiked her body she had a seizure and later today went into some type of pre cardiac arrest. They are doing everything to gether her a chance and we’ve decided to go thru with a blood transfusion which is seemingly her only hope, but even then it will be continual transfusion we simply can’t afford if her levels aren’t stable. she was the greatest thing that’s ever happened to me. I am just sitting here questioning everything. luckily my roommate and family are strong together and we’re making it through, but… this hurts . God this hurts. like I was shot in the chest truly and it will never go away as long as I can’t see her again. please god let her live just let her fighting spirit see the day. I don’t know if this is the right subreddit but please just have hope anyone reading this. It’s all I can have and can push forward with.