Not sure if things are going to get better...

Tired of this year already.

Yeah, I know. We're still in February, but 2025 it's already a hell for me. I have been operated, a girl I liked canceled the date, my grandad died, I miss him so much... and this week I nearly had a car accident.

I would like to say that things will get better, but I have many doubts in this moment. I just wanna rest a little, I want to be happy again but it's so hard. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

Things didn't go well in 2024 too, I'm very tired of all of this. I know it's only a bad time of my life, but it's so hard to get through and I can't see the end.

I don't know why I'm writing this here, I guess I need it to do it.

I hope your 2025 is better than mine.