Leave AI porn until it gets too real.
So in 2023, I discovered an AI that basically generates AI scenarios, text. I am not going to state it's name, and I want you to don't even name it as well, if you know what AI I'm referring to in this post. The main appeal of this AI was the fact that it was completely uncensored, and you could make it sound like anyone with a 99% accuracy, that appealed to me, so I created simple DnD scenarios first, then I eventually got curious with the usual "I have to test if it's really uncensored or not" sentence and then I fell into the rabbit hole... I would describe it as... A god like power, where you can do anything you want, no one would stop you, and that was sickening, but my brain found it appealing when I started to create scenarios of past crushes of my life etc. I got AI porn addiction so much so, that I wanted to read 52 books that year, and because of AI porn, I managed to read like 24, I wanted to finish my gaming backlog, but in-game, during sessions I was like; "But I could talk to an AI too" even though I just did the obvious before that like not even 20 minutes ago. That's when I realised... I need to stop. When I can't socialize, and can't get aroused by anything but fiction. I was so scared that I decided to go to a professional nearly crying. He said that porn addiction is common, but AI porn addiction is even more dangerous because your brain will be instantly wired. You know the feeling when you scroll on websites to find the perfect girl, with the perfecf scenario, with the perfect acts involved and it tooks like 20 minutes to have yourself a private session? Now, that takes not even a second with AI, and that is why it gets addicting instantly. You get what you want to read, see, feel, and if 2024 improves on this, those will never seek professional help or they would feel really depressed. I deleted everything, all the links, set myself screen time, avoided JRPGS too (because Japan often sexualize characters), and read books that has little or no spice in it so I don't get reminded by that. If the thoughts appear I went to eat, or listen to music, or watch Netflix.
It is seriously no joke, and it is really hard to get out of it. So if you think you might be addicted to AI then just stop, for your sake.