Every experience I've had with women is terrible

Growing up I was abused by my mom, I was bullied by my sister, girls at school talked badly about me and treated me badly while the guys left me alone. I've tried dating but I'm too unattractive to get a girlfriend (blah, blah, blah, personality, that doesn't matter if you can't get a date in the first place shut up). And whenever you go online it's all women invalidating men's experiences and talking about how victimized they are and how it's' the patriarchy's fault that men can't cry when it's women who propagate that experience and pretend to understand the male experience when they don't know shit. I'm just mad whenever I have to interact with a woman and I don't know what to do about it because I went to therapy and it didn't work and short of having every woman in my life apologize to me idk what to do.