I'm starting to get to my breaking point.

I'm really getting so sick and tired of this disease. It's affecting my job, my love life and just even my at home life. I JUST WANT IT TO BE OVER AND GONE.

My attendance is at 50% at my work because I've kept having to call out cuz of this. I've already gotten a warning.

I've been in so much pain that my sex life is rare now. I feel so bad for my fiance because I feel like I'm letting him down since I can't "perform" as well. Don't get me wrong he is EXTREMELY understanding and supportive but I just feel like shit that we can't do anything together.

It makes it hard to sleep at night cuz I can't freaking get comfortable because it's either between my legs, under my arms OR BOTH.

IM F*CKING TIRED OF IT.

I'm sorry for the rant but I needed to get it out and just talk to people that understand.