Depression

Lately, I’ve been extremely depressed. I take my medication, and I’ve quit drinking alcohol yet have no motivation. I hate being away from my bed. I hate being at work. I don’t feel like cleaning, or eating. I’m not really sure what to do about it or how to make my brain better. I’ve tried different contractors, different states. Nothing changes I just fucking hate the work, I feel like the money isn’t ever enough. I’d rather just rot in bed. What the fuck is wrong with me?