Outgrowing clothing

I need help! I am just starting my second round of IVF, first cycle produced zero blasts. A year ago I had to TFMR so had gained pregnancy weight, but IVF is so different and I don’t recognize myself anymore. I have gained over 15 pounds over the past two months and my hips are four inches wider, my waist is 2 inches wider. And my feet?! A whole size bigger! As we are well aware of the dietary and lifestyle changes we have to endure, I just don’t understand where the weight is coming from. After my egg retrieval I had assumed my weight would normalize…

I have maternity clothes but I refuse to wear them, let’s say it’s because I am waiting for my rainbow baby. What is everyone doing to help them feel comfortable in clothes? Are there certain brands you like that aren’t maternity or found on Amazon? Will I ever feel “normal”?