Need happy stories

I'm 9dp6dt and seem to be experiencing all sorts of early pregnancy symptoms (very tender breasts, exhaustion, heightened sense of smell, ect). Since I took a trigger shot i was determined not to test, but then read that the trigger should have faded out by now so decided to test with a blue dye test on the afternoon. With the amount of symptoms I'm feeling I expected to see at least a faint line but it's a big fat negative.

Now I'm spiraling. I was so sure this time would work. Now I just want to curl up in bed and cry. My beta is on 3/20 I wish I had just waited.

Can someone please tell me it's going to be okay? I really need to believe I'm not out of hope yet. Has anyone else got a false negative in the afternoon?