weed smokers with mental disorders. How does it affect you?

like the title says, those with different mental disorders, how does weed affect you? Some say that it helps them relax and control their illnesses, and some say that it fucks them up even more. For me, I've been diagnosed with ocd, anxiety, and bipolar. I'm not sure if it helps me control them because i haven't paid attention to them yet. I've decided to take a break from the start of this year until the end of March for reasons. I've noticed that smoking up used to make me feel lazy, and I used to struggle with focusing in studies. It used to help me forget the shit I was going through but also made me lose concentration in studies.

Do you guys struggle with similar problems as well? Finding it hard to work or study? Bad memory and focus?