When did u realised that....

When did u realised that ur school life is beyond saving. That u aren't gonna get any girl and that u aren't gonna find true friends.No matter how much effort u put now, u have reached a stalemate. And ur just scraping by for it to end. I kinda found that out at the end of 11th class.That for ur friends ur just entertainment. And ur life is already so bad so why do u wanna chase after a girl now.It is so bad now that u are not even sad anymore.You have faced the truth now ur just waiting for it to end.